9/17/06

 it's crazyy how things change so fast.
one day you wake up and things are just a blurrr.
and you begin to realize the people that you should have stuck with. and let go of the ones who hurt you. people make stupid choices, and thats how it is.. high school is over-rated. at first i loved it. now there's more dama then there is fun. things have changed a lot. some things are actually mending and some things will never get better. but this weekened has truley shown me who's really there for me. who wants to start things fresh. and who i can actaully have a good time with. so thanks to the ones who care, my TRUE friends. i LOVE you.

*i miss some people right now.. people who we're there forever it seemed. and now their gone. i miss people who i let go for stupid reasons. i miss being able to just not care about anything, and having nothing getting to me or letting me down.